Through darkness, the light we find shines brighter and we see in new ways.
This series was inspired by my own process through grief, after losing my mom to cancer at the young age of 60. Feeling completely overwhelmed by pure darkness after such a loss, I very slowly began to notice how much brighter spots of joy felt in contrast to that deep dark. Amidst the pain I began to see beauty, too, in how my grief showed the depth of my love for my mom, in the sweet fragility of life, and how this stark contrast is what makes us truly human. With this series I wanted to explore this journey of entering into dark places and instead of turning away from the fear of the void, stepping fully into it and seeing what richness can be found there.
My aim was to explore with my subjects, what feelings darkness brings, and what is seen when we have only little light to illuminate.
The images were shot in a very old cellar in Arles, France in complete blackout with just tiny pinpoints of light (using punctured aluminum over set lights). I set up the space to create a very comfortable, nurturing environment as best I could for the subjects, to help them relax into the darkness, to allow them to be a bit more vulnerable. Each subject was asked the question:
''What does the dark evoke for you?''
Peggy: Seule avec soi même / alone with yourself © Nina Menconi
Cécile: La solitude / solitude © Nina Menconi
Dorrie: Le confort et le vide / comfort and emptiness © Nina Menconi
Antoine: Avancer / moving forward © Nina Menconi
Nina: La profondeur / depth © Nina Menconi
Nina Menconi
Nina Menconi is a California-born photographer and visual artist who splits her time between San Francisco and Seville, Spain. Her work explores the intricate, often hidden layers of human experience, drawing on themes of the universal feminine, ancestral inheritance, personal psychology, and grief. Through an interplay of light, shadow, and experimental techniques, Menconi creates imagery that speaks to the complexity of identity and the subconscious.
Menconi received her BA in Photojournalism from San Francisco State University, and has been working in the commercial photography space for over 15 years. In 2018 she began her fine art practice which she has used as a personal journey of self-discovery, finding a visual language of her own to express what words cannot. Her work has been exhibited at the Los Angeles Center for Photography, the Griffin Museum, and the Arles-Off Festival in Southern France, among others.
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Torsten: Je n’aime pas / I don’t like it © Nina Menconi
Diana: L’univers / the universe © Nina Menconi
Elisa: L’inconnu / the unknown © Nina Menconi
Karl: Une zone calme / a calm zone © Nina Menconi
Marie: Le sommeil / sleep © Nina Menconi